Opening & Closing to Love

One of the the highest practices in life for me is keeping my heart open. Even in the face of challenge to love deeper and deeper even when the ache cracks my heart and I fall to my knees.

My desire is to continue to open, past the pain, the stories the projections and old wounds.... open open open deeper and deeper into love.

I've noticed that in my relationship each time a chamber of my heart opens....

I contract
A part of me wants to sabotage it, demolish it, control it, question it, mistrust it.

Then I crack and enter deeper....

I open deeper
And contract even more...

Again the cycle continues

My tender yet powerful heart expands in the realms of LOVE

deeper and deeper I go.

Committed to this path
Committed to the truth
Committed to feeling it all

Commited to LOVE.

I've just had one of the most heart aching periods of my life (healing) I was held, witnessed, bathed in rose petals and sang to by my sisters. I allowed my external life to witness me in my patterns of mistrust, abuse, anger, rage, projections and I crumbled. I cried in deep sorrow, I released and I healed deeper.

Today I wake with the inner light Illuminating my actions, holding my heart and commiting deeper into my life.

Deva Wild

Why do I help women reclaim their power and guide them into radical self LOVE?

When I was younger,
I was in a very abusive relationship.
Mentally, emotionally and physically.

I was told daily,
Your chin is to big
Your ugly
You are fat
Cover up I'm ashamed to be seen with you.
Your legs are fat
Your Bum is fat.......

These stories being poured into me, started to become my inner Mantras and the beliefs I took from them were.

Something is wrong with me.
I am not good enough.
Nobody wants me.
I'm ugly
I'm not a proper woman.
My man isn't attracted to me.

What a dark and nasty place I went to.
I dimmed my light, lost myself and my feminine flame slowly began to die.

As women we already have our own doubts and body shaming stories. We have been taught to compair ourselves to other women, to judge, project and shame to try and find some inner peace and make ourselves feel better.

This isn't the way ladies.....

As we grow older our bodies change, cellulite appears, stretch marks grow and our bodies aren't as supple as they once were. The stories begin again.

It can be a battlefield within.

I support women to embrace their unique bodies,
To rewire and reframe their inner landscape and to invite radical self love.

Your body is your home - a temple.

Which needs to be honoured, adored and lovingly devoted to.

Embodiment and mentoring for women is so needed and saved my life, to enter deep into the body and access the truth of who you are.

Where you delve into your wounds and stories to build a healthy  relationship to your mind, body, heart (breasts) and womb and purify and cleanse your inner landscape to create a beautiful home for you to live within.

You are your own best friend.

I love the woman I've become, it's only through going into my darkest corners that my light began to shine again.

I would love to see you SHINE.

Deva Wild

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Calanais Standing Stones

For the last few years I've been captivated by megalithic sites.

Ancient ceremonial energetic portals and sacred ritual grounds.

I wish to share with you my journey here on the Isle of Lewis in Scotland.

Last week I was blessed to arrive on the shores of this magical island.

We arrived one overcast, cloudy, shadowy day at these grand stones dating over 5000 years old.

Shamanic drum in hand, feeling the beat of the heart wanting to be placed into the energetic pulsing field of this grid.

The heavens opened, rain began beating down against the earth, heat and winds began to create a force field around me, it's own rhythm and dance began.

I found two master stones, which felt like the gate keepers and I placed 2 crystals as a offering to enter.

Walking up through the stones towering over me on each side. I could see the central ring before me, calling me to enter. I touched and kissed each stone. Opening and softening my body as the wisdom began pouring from each stone into me.

Tears began to fall down my cheeks. The moisture from my eyes meeting the drenched stone on my lips.

My womb began to shake and my throat opened as I began to sing and honour the grandmothers and mothers who's walked before us. Each stone I caressed feeling a different energetic pulse enter me.

Sensitivity
Vulnerability
Strength
Power
Magik
Resilience
Knowing
Remembering
Liberation
Freedom
Reclaiming
Fierceness
Destruction
Rebirth
Death

I was drawn to the centre of the circle,
Slowly lowering myself to my knees as my heart burst open.

My arms gently being pulled,
Outstretched
Opened
Receptive

Tears streaming down my face meeting the ground.

I lost time for a few moments, traversing many different realms.

To slowly being brought back through my bodies spirals and movements.

As I stood to leave the centre I gazed around the stones to see people, children and my man walking the stones. Gently gazing over to witness.

Knowing that each soul who enters these Chambers has there own unique journey, upgraded by just being here.

And this was mine.

Deva Wild

Relationships and Intimacy

Relationships and intimacy is an area of life that I deeply love to delve into. 

The spaces that can wound us the deepest and also heal us, In the most profound ways. 

I'm always intrigued to learn from my clients; 

How is your sex life?

How intimate are you with yourself?

How clear and clean are your desires and boundaries?

Do you know what turns you on and off? 

There is so much re-education that is needed when we delve into these realms. Of learning and exploring your body, it's responses and it's turn on to life, self and your partner. I read a article a few weeks ago that spoke to a women's body needing around 30minutes to fully open before being penetrated, for full body orgasm. Full ecstatic bliss and waves of ecstacy flooding your system. Mmmmmmmmm yesssssss please. 

I love times of deep erotic sensual intimacy, hours of play and surrender and this isn't always possible within modern day life. 

I highly recommend scheduling these play days/hours with your partner and investing into this depth of connection 

And 

I also help women to live in turn on. To have deep sensual awareness of your yoni(vagina) knowing your wetness or dryness and how to cultivate life force and eros with your breath, movement and dance. It's beautiful when our partners take hours to pour into us and guide us to God and its even more potent and powerful when we are living in turn on, openness and surrender. This is why embodiment and feminine practices are so needed in our life. 

To slow down

To surrender

To open

Tore-sensitise

And to be turned on by life itself. 

Deva Wild