Opening & Closing to Love

One of the the highest practices in life for me is keeping my heart open. Even in the face of challenge to love deeper and deeper even when the ache cracks my heart and I fall to my knees.

My desire is to continue to open, past the pain, the stories the projections and old wounds.... open open open deeper and deeper into love.

I've noticed that in my relationship each time a chamber of my heart opens....

I contract
A part of me wants to sabotage it, demolish it, control it, question it, mistrust it.

Then I crack and enter deeper....

I open deeper
And contract even more...

Again the cycle continues

My tender yet powerful heart expands in the realms of LOVE

deeper and deeper I go.

Committed to this path
Committed to the truth
Committed to feeling it all

Commited to LOVE.

I've just had one of the most heart aching periods of my life (healing) I was held, witnessed, bathed in rose petals and sang to by my sisters. I allowed my external life to witness me in my patterns of mistrust, abuse, anger, rage, projections and I crumbled. I cried in deep sorrow, I released and I healed deeper.

Today I wake with the inner light Illuminating my actions, holding my heart and commiting deeper into my life.

Deva Wild